So just to give you a quick backstory, I haven't exactly been the perfect son over the past two years. I've experienced quite a bit of trauma in my life and chose one the worst coping mechanisms to choose from which ended up being weed and xanax. I'm currently in a rehab and have been here for the past month. I tried to make amends with my mom this past week to which she didn't reply and I finally received a text today, stating that I am left to my own devices and have to somehow survive on my own once I get out. She's tired of me fucking up her life and told me that she'll no longer be financially supporting me and I'll be staying here in Thailand (where my treatment center is located) illegally. I'll have a rented airbnb and I have to somehow manage. I'm pretty scared as how to react to her because I really don't know whether I can salvage my life here. Is there any advice you guys can give me on how to handle this situation?