Dropping out of college and moving back home to get away from my meth use/ general drug abuse. I had moved in with a childhood friend who had become my dealer and both of us were ordering copious amounts of drugs from the Silk Road. I would go to class fucked up or just get fucked yo and not even go. The last month I was there I started getting into meth. Thankfully I realized where my life was going and decided to move back home which was also around the time the SR got seized. Never even tried the second one or the other darkweb markets out there now.
Working out while high is amazing. Highly recommend. Will get high and lift again. A++++
Being on the treadmill at the gym and just watching your reflection in the window trying to keep your head and shoulders perfectly still.
Also, try walking on the treadmill at normal speed, close your eyes, and grab the front rail (so that you don't fly off the back).
Walking with your eyes closed while high is a seriously meditative experience.
I just discovered this. After so many years of being a lazy shit while stoned, I’ve started doing yoga after a smoke. I’m able to enjoy the pain of working out new muscles and makes the high so much better. Easily my new favourite thing to do while high.
No, it has nothing to do wirh anyone. I'm just always anxious all the time, a panic disorder if you will.
Sometimes it’s ok to let the bad thoughts come in. It’s healthy to realize what’s causing these thoughts and to make yourself think if you really need them. Try practicing yoga. And not just one 10 minute session, I mean really practice, for like a week straight. An hour a day is easy (you don’t even need to do the whole hour at once) and it will help become more aware of what your body is doing rather than what your thoughts are doing.
Regular ole sleep paralysis. Non of the crazy shadow people yet, just some bony fingered hands coming up from the bottom of my bed or growling and grunting coming from around the corner. That kind of shit.
Start taking care of yourself. Learn to love yourself. Appreciate who you are and own it. Nobody gives a fuck what you do so why should you dwell on the thought that they do.
Rid the world of those who rule through greed and corruption to create a world of peace and unity, the way Christ truly intended. But actually I’d probably just keep it on the DL, maybe turn homeless persons cup of coffee into a cup of change or something like that. Make sure I’m not known because the world isn’t ready for a second coming. We all know what happened last time.