I know your intentions are good but sometimes it just keeps getting worse and worse. Some of us truly have nothing left in the tank. I'm going to try again soon. I feel like it's the only thing I can control. So I want to use my only bit of control to opt out.
Hey buddy, i know im just a stranger, hidden behind a screen, but i feel you, mate, i feel pretty much the same, so if you ever want to talk about any damn thing, please drop me a pm!
(Same to anyone who needs help, i will do my best for everyone)
I hope your day gets better and is the start to a new future, dont give up just yet, ill do all i can to help! Much love!