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Hey. I just finished binge watching the sopranos. Holy shit, it’s the perfect show. I have no words.

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Holy shit hello again! And I'm so glad you liked it 😭💕

I not only liked it, I think it’s my favorite show of all time. It’s a masterpiece! Thanks for the recommendation! I’m literally reading essays and articles about the show now. I can’t get enough of Tony Soprano! Such an amazing show.

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YAS i feel the same way about that show. So glad you enjoyed it. The theories on the end are my favorite videos/articles to watch/read if you can't get enough still :)

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Where did you buy this monster?

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Original Poster2 points · 4 months ago

A place called Firewater in Crest Hill, IL!

2 points · 4 months ago · edited 4 months ago

Grew up in Joliet, is Dragon Light still there? They had the best egg rolls from my childhood and I have never been able to find them anywhere else.

Edit: Oh yea, this looks tasty too! I miss the food from home so much!

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Original Poster1 point · 4 months ago

Yeah dragon light is still there!! I like 2 mins from there as well!! Ive never tried their eggrolls but i will for sure try them next time!

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Tame impala and horror movies are two of my favorite things :) I'm 23/F!

53 points · 4 months ago

Been like 4 different references to it in this thread and I love them all

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This is my absolute favorite show. I have a Charlie wildcard tattoo on my upper forearm for it lol.

Start listening to Phish.

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I just started listening to Phish! I don't know why it took me so long, but goddamn I've been missing out.

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Psychedelics are fun but it didn't fix anything long term.

Still required a light anti-depressant.

Lsd made my anxiety shoot through the roof, never did much for depression.

Only ones that have really worked is mushrooms. I've done psychedelics over 100+ times and just wish to inform people that psychedelics aren't the key to being fixed, they can help change mindset or lift depression for a few days to a week, but definitely wasn't a fix and this is coming from someone who tried psychedelics to fix depression, do too many psychedelics and it'll leave you whacked out.

Believe me or not, you'll find out eventually. They're great for reflecting on but whenever depression symptoms recurr so often, it's a sign psychedelics only cease it for a short bit.

100% not a cure and could leave other people worse off

First couple times I did psychedelics it was a gods gift to the world and fixed depression for a few months, anymore mushrooms can lift it and allow me to reflect butbthis whole meme of it curing depression or anxiety is bullshit, mines on the severe end though.

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100% not a cure and could leave other people worse off

Completely agree.

I developed a personality disorder that LSD largely contributed to. I loved LSD while I was able to do it, and it was a great experience every time I did, but overall did not improve my mental health outside out the trip at all.

9 points · 4 months ago

Which personality disorder? And why do you think LSD contributed to it?

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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). I am also bipolar, which is hard to seperate from BPD sometimes since their symptoms are very similar. While I'm not saying LSD was the main factor in why I developed BPD, it definitely brought it to the surface..

I would go incredibly manic outside of the trip, do and say things I normally wouldn't and eventually threw me into such a deep depression/manic state that I started to disassociate and do things I couldn't remember, etc. While looking back, I definitely displayed a lot of the symptoms of BPD but they didn't get called into question until after starting to do LSD.

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How do you get consistent lines and curves? I just started wood burning and I'm having trouble. These are beautiful btw!

RiME. Its a cute little story based game on Ps4!

Omg. I have 3 tattoos for them. They're my favorite band! I love this 💕

Legitimately scrolled past thinking this was a picture on the r/EarthPorn sub. Such a beautiful painting!

Man, that's really cool! Is drawing a hobby of yours? I'd sure like to see more

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Original Poster3 points · 5 months ago

Thank you! I paint more than anything but I keep a drawing journal for when I can't sleep! I'll post more for sure haha

Really nice work. Shame no colour though

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Original Poster2 points · 5 months ago

I'm doing both my sleeves black and grey, and my legs all in color!

Sounds good. Thats some serious ink! You'll have to post pics when finished. I'm all colour but its just down to personal taste

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Original Poster1 point · 5 months ago · edited 5 months ago

I definitely will! And totally understand that, haha. I definitely enjoy color! One of my favorite pieces on my leg is a color portrait of Lana Del Rey, lol.

Edit: laba to lana

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I have matching portal tattoos with my best friend! Such a cute little drawing :)

What brushes did you use for the wispy look on the feathers? I can never find a decent enough brush to get that effect.

Try etsy. I feel like I've seen some there.

For me, it's a constant state of worry. Mainly gets worse when I'm with other people. It tends to lead to me constantly asking them "are you good/okay/feeling fine" to reassure myself there not having a bad time hanging out or something, and then getting anxious thinking about how I must be annoying them by asking so much even though they just told me they don't mind me asking, and it's just a vicious cycle. Recently it's become the people closest to me are starting to just get annoyed with asking and that's causing me to get even more anxious wondering what it's like to try and fix it.

When I'm alone it's just constantly thinking. About anything and everything. Mainly worrying about things I don't need to be worrying about. I have borderline personality disorder and sometimes my anxiety gets so bad it causes me to disassociate from anywhere between 10 minutes to 8 or 9 hours at a time, randomly, with no indication that it's happened until I/someone else snaps me out of it.

My hands and feet are in cold sweats 99% of the time, and any tint anyone says anything remotely sounding like something is wrong (tone of voice, texting me something like "hey can i ask you something/talk to you about something, gasps outloud with no indication of why they did, facial expressions, etc) my heart instantly feels like it's going to literally beat out of my chest and it feels as if someone pitched me straight in the stomach.

TLDR; Anxiety is fucking awful and it quite literally has been ruining my social/personal life, and my mental health since I was 13 (I'm 23 now.)

3 games all made by the same company called Abzu, Journey, and Flower. Very calming games and easy to play! They help alot when Im anxious and need something to distact me a bit!

The Sopranos.

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I'm currently watching it through for the first time with my boyfriend, we're almost done with season 5 and I'm incredibly impressed. I cant stop watching it.

Love this!! I have her portrait tattooed on my leg 😊

I've been there twice.

Once when I was 13 for an overdose on 300+ extra strength migraine aspirin. I was in the ICU for three days, and then transferred over to the pediatric psych ward. It was scary at first, the rules were really harsh seeing as we were kids, but I ended up making a few friends and my week and a half stay there wasn't so bad. I learned alot about why I was the way I was (depressed, suicidal, anxious.. Wound up being diagnosed with bipolar disorder) and ways to cope with all of them.

The second time was when I was 21 (I'm 23 now), and I walked into the nearest emergency room one day and told them I wanted to kill myself. About an hour before that I sat on the side of a highway overpass contemplating jumping. I was put into a room and asked about a hundred different questions, and then eventually transferred over to the adult psych ward. It was also kind of scary, but my roommate was really sweet and we talked alot at night when we were just laying in bed, and everyone else on the ward accepted me until their daily routine almost instantly. I left feeling a lot better, and some days are better than others, but I still struggle severely with anxiety/depression/suicidal thoughts. I've considered just going back to be in a place I know I can't hurt myself even if I wanted to.

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