I appreciate all this feed back the post is receiving, it really means a lot.
I thinking I might end up talking to her about how I'm feeling. She's expressed to me multiple times how much she values our relationship and how important it is we communicate about how were feeling, so I don't think she'll be upset with me for how I feel about this.
But I'm really just not sure what to say. Obviously she can't go back and change the past, and frankly even if she could, I don't know if I'd want her to change anything because I know she wouldn't be the same girl that I love today. I know I feel this way because I love her and I care about her, but I'm just not sure how to approach this without sounding like an insecure idiot
1.) I've never been a person for hookups and
But why is that an issue?
2.) I've never been with a girl who was more "experienced" than I was
So you are insecure about your lack of experience. Well, don't be. Be confident in yourself and understand that just because she has a past doesn't mean you are not special to her. She's with you. She chose to be with you.
I guess it's really my lack of experience that bothers me the most. I know how much she cares about me and loves me. And I think it bothers me so much because well, I care about her. And I want to be the best for her and every single way. And my insecurity makes me compare myself to all the guys she's been with. Which I know is absolutely stupid